Swimming in the Sea of Doubt

Sometimes I want to say things but worry about the bridges I'd burn, the people I'd hurt. I'd like to put some ink on my forearm but worry about the doors that would close (being judged on appearance instead of talent.) I want to venture out and expand my concept of the World but worry that I won't be able to find my way home. Doubt can be a crippling thing and if I choose to let it dictate my life, what kind of "life" will I have lived.

Just keep swimming (fuck that) running.

o.o

mom, the walls are bleeding again.

Ever spoken objects into existence, seen them float out your mouth and mold into things never imagined...
Ever built sky scrapers and city skylines with your singing voice...
Ever create a world just to learn the meaning of life...
Ever touch and understand sound with your eyes...
Ever travel to infinity, stretched out from a ball of yarn, Universe upon Universe, Galaxy beside Galaxy extended forever...
Ever have someone put their hand in your head and pull out what makes you hurt...

Ever seen yourself whisper into your ear and tell you something you've always refused to accept...

Have you ever had a bad trip, a nightmare you thought would never end?

"Come with me and I'll show you what it means to feel,

I'll show you things you couldn't dream were real"

Home Is Where the Heart Is

Say Hi To Madness

Some Memories Fade

... But you have a special way of reminding me what I've been missing.

I love it when this happens

Waking up after a nine month dream wasn't easy 

My body has grown accustomed to lifeless movement

My mind amplified with blissful assistance

I've been spoiled by fantastical imagery

No good comes from flying underground or sinking in the sky

You were right, nine months was too long

"Learn to let go but don't lose complete control

Your mind is a fragile thing and we can't use it if it's broken" 

I can no longer walk these sidewalks, the cracks are wide, and the air is thick 

The last thing I remembered was dancing with you...

The funny thing is, that's never been our thing

and hearts.

My Hero

My Friends Know You

It was expected and surprisingly pathetic.
The Rabbit never disappoints: he has the best connections, he knows the best spots...

travel.

downtown.

4fun.